how do i remove my header

i cant seem to get this header off, i hit remove and it wont leave lol. can anyone help me? im going to work at it a little longer , we shall see. hugs

new years

so nothing new really going on here just a house with sick people! my bf was sick for a couple days and now my son is sick, poor thing! had me up all last nite passing him the bucket :P i really hope i dont get sick, i feel like i am at times but then it passes, although iv been on a antibotic now since august so really i shouldnt get sick right, you would think! i had wanted to go out tonite for new years but didnt really have anywhere to go, no car cause bf has to work, and wouldnt be spending it with bf. i just didnt wanna stay home, my sister n law offered to watch my son if i wanted to go out but i wont anyway cause hes sick now. its so windy here today can just hear that a wind blowing away! i made me a good cd, bought me some songs off itunes. this was the first time iv ever did itunes and it was pretty easy but now i need to figure out how to get the songs on my ipod that i have no clue how to do . it was my nieces ipod and she upgraded, this things on its last leg but it will do for now, figures i cant get a hold of her. so thats it for now i hope everyone has a safe and great newyears! hugs

christmas eve pictures!

my nephews son, my dad and my son




my son, me and my 17yr old niece










me and my really tall nephew lol who's 21






















my sister who's been like a mom to me!














































me and my older sister

me and my son me and my dad

okay so thats it for now, im sure your tired of seeing my face, i no i sure am! hugs

Merry Christmas!!!!!!

i hope everyone is truley haveing a wonderful day! i am for the most part but am feeling a little down. my father is only about a mile away and i wont see him today, hes at my brothers house with my sister having dinner. i wont hear from him today or get invited but what else is new. its just me and the kid , daddys working! i really feel like the black sheep and dont no why i am. i did get to see my dad yesterday and have lots of pics wich i will put up. seen both my sisters and nieces and nephews at my dads for my sons accual birthday and for christmas eve dinner. it accually was a very nice time and we all got along. my sister the one im very close with bought me like 5, 6 presents and they were all great! she gives me such wondeful stuff cause she no's just what i like. the most special thing she did for me this year was put together a a little photo album for me of pictures of my mother, she died when i was 5yrs old and i dont remember her much and only had like 3 pictures of her. so my sister tryed to round up some more pictures from family members to give to me but only found a couple more but i will truley cherish what she found for me. she also made me copies of my mother and fathers wedding picture and pic of just my mom and dad and put them in frames for me. this was truley the best present ever, makes me teary eyed just thinking about it. i no when i was younger i didnt care honestly about pictures and if i didnt have my parents wedding picture or my mothers it didnt bother me, now that im older i appreciate that stuff and want all i can get my hands on. also i can show my son who his mom mom was. i love you mommy and wish you were here, i miss you everyday! okay enough depressing stuff. hope everyone is safe and having fun and happy. hugs

okay heres a pic

okay its not the greatest and my hair isnt looking as good as it could . i think i look stoned too lol, trust me im not, i dont do that stuff. heres a pic of what i looked like last year( the top one) and i think i look way different and im even 50 pds lighter now, everyone keeps telling me i look the same but i no better. my face is puffy and my eyes or too, this is what steroids do to you blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! hope everyone is having a good monday! hugs

no pics

so everyone keeps asking wheres the new pic of my hair, dont have one yet. what happened was i was taking pics and then my camera just stopped working and so we put new batterys in and they werent working either but i tryed it today and its working so i dont no what was up with that. so i couldnt take any pics today cause im looking a mess, stayed in jammies all day and didnt do my hair, plus to be honest im looking really swollen these days and now i dont no if i wanna show my face lol. ill try to get a pic one day if i feel im looking all right. my sons birthday party saterday nite went well even though my sister told me today i was being quite moody and so did my sister n law. i new i was being moody but i didnt think i was being that bad. my sister was getting on my nerves for reasons and i did tell her why and my sister law i snapped on her at the party only because she kept picking on me and teasing me and normally i can deal with that cause i no she means no harm but it just got to me for some reason and i told her to lay off in not such a nice way. i did call and apologize today and she wasnt mad at all, she said she picks at me to get to me so what does that tell you, im gonna at some point get tired of it! i dont no why i got moody i guess i was just stressed with people in my house cause im not use to that plus my dad wouldnt come and that irrated me cause my sister offered to bring him. he has no life hes retired and acts like a hermit, if i dont go see him id never see him, so i kinda figured he wouldnt come but i thought he would for his grandson but he really doesnt act like a grandfather so what do i exspect. at least my son doesnt really no any better and doesnt get upset when grandpa doesnt see him or want much to do with him he no's hes got plenty others who love him. but......... surprise surprise my twin brother did show up and we had a nice time, we got along good and it was the first time in a year that we were together, my son sees him all the time i just dont. omg i no i have to have gained like 10pds already from eating this birthday cake and left over pizza! take it away please!!!!!! my sister made me pistacho ambrosia salad with dreamwhip or something, its green and she puts marshmellows, coconut, little can oranges and fruit cocktail. i love that stuff she makes it just for me normally once a year twice if im lucky, i dont share it lol!

so thats really about it just waiting for christmas to come around so we can give the kid his presents so he will quit bugging us! we have to stock up on batterys though cause it seems like everything we bought him needs batterys, i think as much as you have to pay for toys these days they should come with them! gonna go, my son is being a grumpy troll as he would say and hes tired so i hope everyone had a great weekend, iv gotta catch up on blogs. hugs

well i did it

i went and got my hair chopped, its like a bob style as the stylist said. i got it dyed a brown color wich is more my natural color and some highlights. i like it pretty much but deffiently have to get use to it! its the shortest iv ever had it. i will post a pic saterday when we have my sons birthday party! i hope everyone is well and keeping warm! hugs