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Monday, November 17, 2008

Doing better

feel so much better today! yesterday i made it through the day with no pain thank god! thank you for your wonderful comments guys, means alot! to some who have asked its, deffiently my gallbladder, or i think 95%. i have been checked and have had a ultrasound and have gallstones, have had this problem for 5yrs now on and off. i just have been noticing latley its started to come around again and worse than ever. i no surgery for this is no big deal thats not the problem. id hop up on a table in a heart beat and get this thing taken out if a dr said lets go. when you have no insurance or minimal like i do wich only pays for my primary dr and meds and glasses NO hospital stays, NO emergency room visits or NO surgery than my options or shot to hell. iv talked to several surgeons and they wont do it with out insurance or even let me pay out of pocket. iv talked to emergency room dr and he said why dont you get it taken out, what are you waiting for i say i have no insurance....... all he said was "oh". pretty much the way i take it i cant get the hospital to do anything unless i go there and its about to rupture. trust me i wouldnt live this way if i could get it taken out, its past the point of being scared or worried about money. i cant afford any good insurance, and cant get approved for insurance thrue social services so then what? we pay for are sons insurance and thats all we can afford and thats more important than me, plus for children its always cheaper anyway. so i guess until some nice surgeon feels sorry for me i will just have to deal and you'll just have to read about me complaining and dieing!!!!! lol. but thank you all for your nice comments and for caring it means alot! my bf tottally doesnt get what i go thrue and wont undertand unless youve exsperenced the pain yourself but i wouldnt even wish it on him on a day that i might be hating him lol. so anyway back to other news we are just having thanksgiving here , just me and bf and my son and thats okay with me. my sister i talk to, her husband didnt want to go to anyones house for thanksgiving so she isnt coming here like planned. my sis im not talking to she is going to spend her thanksgiving at my dads wich is where she is staying anyhow. her and her husband or split right now imagine that. i do feel sorry for her though and want to be there for her right now just dont no how to. i guess ill just have to suck it up and call her and let her no im here for her, its the right thing to do. i think we are having marinated steak for dinner and mashed potatoes and something else not sure for dinner. i want this sooooo bad, not being able to eat anything really but soup and crackers and sandwich has sucked! so hopefully ill be okay today and can have that for dinner. i tell you though i can put on weight just like that, said yesterday i lost 15 and today im up 6pds just from having a little bit to eat yesterday, man i cant win for nuthin!!!!!!!! lol. anyway hope everyway has a good monday and good week. hugs

7 comments:

MISSY said...

I understand the insurance issue.. I went like that for a year. Luckily, I found a job that offers great benefits. That's the main reason I stick around to be honest. *M*

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Karon said...

Sure do know the insurance situation. I went through all of that when I had a growth (ended up weighing 30 lbs) on my left thigh. Even with state medicaid, no surgeon wanted to help me. Once I had insurance, they removed it and life went on. Praying that your condition improves and doesn't get more serious. An untreated gall bladder is dangerous and I know you know this. Good luck! ~Karon

Jeanne said...

I really hope Obama and his team can do something about the health insurance in this country. It is just not right that people like yourself can't take care of their health because they can't afford insurance.

((hugs))
Jeanne

friedmsw said...

I really hate to hear about your insurance situation. I figured that was the big issue in not getting your gall bladder out. Sounds like you have done the research about it and know your opitons-or lack thereof. However, all I know is that you do not deserve to suffer like you did the other day.

Missie said...

Insurance issues suck. Sometimes, I forget so many people out there have very minimal or no insurance at all.

~Kat~ said...

I sure hope you are better soon!!! I will be praying that everything goes better Take care Blessings Kat:)

Lucy said...

I do know the insurance thing also. We have got to have it now at our age and Joe since having heart surgery and we already found out he had to have battery replacement last year after only 4 years, so it is a necessary evil. I am glad you are feeling better, but I wish you could get that thing out. Lucy