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Monday, November 10, 2008

just another day!

so dont really have much to say i think......... but im sure stuff will come to me :) new pic of me , i figured i needed to update it. i dont like getting my picture taken anymore though cause i think my face looks weird, funny, just different than im use to. i dont no if its the steroid im on are what but my eyes always look weird to me than they use to, puffy like and my face looks alot heavier and puffier even though im smaller than i have been in a long while. who no's just some of my crazy rambling. we went out saterday nite for karaoke with some friends had a good time although i was ready for bed it seemed around 10:30, was tired of sitting there i guess. i had one beer, i hadnt had one in a year and i no that since im on meds i shouldnt drink but wanted one so bad so had one. was it worth it.......... hmmmmmm not really, aint missing much! now if i had a ciggerate to go with it maybe, i smoke honestly like once a month, i literally have one smoke, sounds stupid but i guess thats how i keep myself from smoking all the time. now if i could only find some kind of balance and control like that with my eating lol! you no what i really hate is people who only talk about themselves , my neighbor whom i talk to once in a while but see her everyday, shes young like me and has health problems. i noticed once i made friends with her that i do all the talking and she talks but its always about her, i ask her stuff about herself but she never asks me anything! today out of the blue she starts talking about how she just had surgery yada yada, never new she was getting surgery ,and how shes doing so good now etc . im happy for her dont get me wrong but she never ask me how im doing its just always stuff about her, i no more about her than she does me. i dont no i guess that just bugs me. my son got a note from school that he needs to get his eyes checked at the eye drs, they checked them at school and i guess it came back a problem so we have to get them checked now. i really hope he doesnt need glasses cause i no he will give me so much trouble about them and wont leave them alone, hes gotta mess , touch everything! i have to go to the eye drs too cause its been 2yrs since iv had mine checked and i no they have gotten worse. iv lost some pounds since iv been on the higher dose of medicine for 2 weeks now, i think around 7 pds so i hope that continues. iv been at a stand still with my weight these last couple months, gaining and loosing the same 5-10 pds, but i no it doesnt help with my body being so out of wack right now! i just dont want to be gaining weight it depresses me! oh well i guess thats really it, its kind of a bla day. hope everyone has a good week. hugs

10 comments:

~Kat~ said...

I love your new picture! I hate getting my picture take But you look beautiful I hear you about the glasses I hate glasses but my eyes are getting worse My Dr said its cause of the presure from weight gain I never new that Oh well anyway I hope you have agood day it is so cold here Iam trying to warm up before I leave to the Dr's Blessings Kat:)

MISSY said...

I hope your son's eyes are okay and congrats on the weight loss even though it's been fluctuating. Maybe these will be the pounds that stay off. (((HUGS))) -Missy

Karon said...

Hoping the weight loss sticks this time. It's so difficult to see the same pounds going up and down. Good luck with the eye issues. ~Karon

friedmsw said...

Your new picture is great! Thanks for shairng it! Congrats on the weight loss-particularly since you are on steroids. Steroids usually make people want to eat everything in sight! Thank you for your comments on my blog!! I really appreciate them!

~Ann~ said...

I like your picture. I am the same way. I hate to look at picture of me. They say we are our own worst enemy!

Its so hard to lose weight isnt it? I know how that goes. I have been exercising a lot lately. I have only lost 5 lbs myself. Boy, I have a long way to go. Baby steps :)

Linda said...

I LOVE your new picture...it's beautiful!! Your hair is so pretty :)
Congrats on the weight loss and you just think positive that it will stay off for you this time...my money is on you! I'll be right here pulling for you too....don't ever forget it!

Pooh Hugs,
Linda

Lucy said...

Tracy you are a very pretty person any way you want to look at it and yes my dear the steroids do change your appearance. My son was on heavy doses of steroids and you can even see the difference in pictures. They even tried intravenous prednisone but his case did not respond. He was so glad when he took control and said no more cause unlike you, they didn't help. You sound good. Lucy

Janie said...

That is a great photo, pretty lady. Some people are like that. My step-dad is always worried about himself. lol I am getting use to it. lol My youngest son had to get glasses in the 3rd grade. They do better in school when they can see. lol Did not know he needed glasses. He has a lazy eye and I think that did not help his vision. Hope your day got better and less boring. I get bored with cold weather. Blessings, Janie

Lucy said...

I had a lazy eye and my vision was lousy. Glasses do help and I am so used to mine The very first thing I reach for are my glasses. My problem was we were so poor I did not get them until I was 16 and my sisters helped me get them. It never ends, cause as I aged I got catraracts. Got that over and implanted lens plus glasses. Main perc, I can see.

Lucy said...

Tracy, you just made my day. Thank you so much. I was thinking of just possibly not blogging any more and you just made up my mind for me. There are to many nice people that I would miss terribly. So you will see me on here and if I have anything to say about it we will be blogging for a long while. I hope you are doing ok. Thank you, thank you, thank you