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Monday, November 24, 2008

just feel so.....

Well today was my birthday and it was a awful one at that. i wish i had happy things to write here latley but its just not there. spent my whole day sick in bed with chills, slight fever, body pain etc etc and gallbladder attack yet again. i only was able to eat a slice of bread and a bannana today just so i could take my meds. this just really sucks anymore and im so tired of never feeling good. iv been really depressed latley and dont no if its cause im suppose to get my time of the month but never do anymore for somereason. iv been flipping out on everyone around me and okay one minute and then crying the next! im on the new meds my dr prescibed for my muscles but bf wants me off them. iv only been on them for 5 days but 2 times already have felt like i was going to black out/passout and have had more than usual body pain. bf thinks its from new meds but i dont no. i think hes just worried cause hes a truck driver and all over the place driving and wont be able to get to me if something happend. on a happier note im going to accually try to make some homemade stuff this year for thanksgiving. i live with a picky bf and son and sometimes thats good cause then i dont have to be the greatest cook lol. but going to make real stuffing this year for me instead of box kind lol. going to try to make an apple pie wich i made one 2 years ago and it wasnt bad. cant make my own crust though, gonna use frigerated kind, but will use real apples and stuff. gonna make bananna pudding wich everyone loves here! our dinner just consist of cause of picky eaters is turkey, gravy , and im going to try to make that from scratch too, can greenbeans they wont eat anything else :P, mash potatoes, rolls and cousin is making me her coleslaw, i love it and cant seem to make hers. so thats about it, miss going to others homes cause then id get all the foods i love instead of just these few but oh well, i dont need it really anyway, dont need to get any fatter!!! lol. hopefully i can even eat my darn thanksgiving dinner! probobly wont write anything else anytime soon so hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving and enjoy the time with your family. ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

11 comments:

Missie said...

Feel better soon! I'll keep you in my prayers.

friedmsw said...

Sounds like a wonderful meal that you have planned! I would encourage you to contact your doctor if you are concerned about the new meds. In some states, there is help available in obtaining a medic alert system. This is the kind that you wear a button device around your neck or around your wrist. If you find yourself getting into trouble, you can push the button to get help. Something like this could give both you and your bf some peace of mind. Hope you feel better soon!!

Traci said...

Just stopped by to say hi! Hope you get to feeling better. I have a lot of pain too but not near as bad as you. It wears on your brain! Blessings!

Tightening the Corset Again said...

*hugs* Hang in there, girl!

heather

Jamie said...

So sorry your bday was so bad. I hope that your Thanksgiving is pain free. Your menu sounds yummy! My family will only eat green beans too. This time of year I add bacon to it. Ya I know not too healthy but its once a year. They love it!

Happy Thanksgiving dear. Feel better.

MISSY said...

I hope you feel better. I'm sorry you had a crudy birthday. *M*

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Lucy said...

Thank you Tracy for visiting my blog. I am so sorry you are sick. It is ok to cry but you should'nt have to. I care so much what happens to you. I understand your frustrations over every thing.It sounds like a great meal but I want you to be able to eat it and enjoy it. Please keep in touch when you feel up to it.You are a brave young lady. Lucy

Lucy said...

I hope you feel well enough to enjoy a dinner. Happy Thanksgiving
Lucy

It's Just Me ~ Katie! said...

Hoping your feeling much better and was able to enjoy a belated birthday and a Happy Thanksgiving. Take care and have fun,
Katie

Lucy said...

You know I will write no matter what and I am glad you got to eat. Take care Tracy. I care what happens to you. Lucy

Lucy said...

Hey there Tracy. I am just so glad you got to eat at Thanksgiving. How are you , now. I do really want to know. Email or whatever. Lucy