BAD DAY!

ugh what a day! started off i woke up late and heard my son say MOM the school bus just passed, so he missed the bus. so okay i go back to sleep couple hrs later , MOM! theres ants in my room! so iv never delt with ants on carpet and what seemed like millions of them so im freaking out........ i guess they came in because of all this rain weve had and they were flooded out! i truley hope i got them gone for good ewwww, i dont do well with bugs are anything that crawls no matter how small lol. but of course my cleaning up ants led to well we are just cleaning this whole room then, my son is a pig, throws stuff everywhere! so moved furniture, threw out old toys, took half a day because he was so slow because he didnt want to do it and he cryed and wined and repeat! plus hes a fraid of ants lol. so i was so freaking irriated today u can imagine. now i feel bad for my irritation and yelling at him, i hate when i feel like a bad mom. i just want my son to be happy and have a good life u no, dont want him to look back on his childhood and say he wasnt happy.

we bought A truck! im excited but then not so much. we looked for couple days and found one and it was at a ford dealership, its only a 2001 but its in good shape and seats inside are perfect, just an overall nice truck( explorer sport trac. i even managed to get it on my own with my credit so was happy about that, havent had a car in my name for 5 yrs! BUT what irritated me was yea its used i dont expect perfection in a 2001 but i thought when you buy something and at a big dealership they would have at least cleaned it up real good for us. it wasnt like dirty dirty but wasnt clean inside to my standerds. when we were going to go pick it up the lady said we couldnt right now because it was about to be detailed. yea right, where was it detailed, they didnt touch the inside and outside didnt look like it either. it was raining though but boyfriend said he could tell they didnt do anything to it, so im peeved! i wish i wasnt such a wuss, i should have called them and said everything was great, great exsperience but you never cleaned the inside, what are we going to do about that.......... NOW i told bf we are going to have to get it detailed and i want every nook and cranny cleaned. this will be the only time we do this and rest of the time we can clean it. BUT is it to much to ask for when buying a car for it to be clean?

this weeks going by fast it seems or maybe its just so much has went on last couple of days.......
plans for weekend hmmmm not sure, friends want to go out saterday for dinner and delaware park( some gambling) or listen to a band. not sure what im gonna do. they also want to go to the beach outlets next week during the week to shop wich i really wanna go but dont see how i can. i will have my son as school is off and its girl day out no kids and bf will be working so i dunno. i need more babysitters lol. well thats it for now, hope everyone is having a good week. hugs